I never asked myself this question until the annual Clubs Day at school. I was in Writers Club for the last year and it was the last chance for our very small club to pull off something remarkable enough to grab the win. But before that, writing was something that had become completely natural to me. Too natural that I never bothered to ask myself why, as I wouldn't question the reason I slept, or liked pizzas.
But something happened that day that made me ask myself that question. In our club room we had put up many amazing things to blow the judges away: infusing craft with writing to create a more visual and artistic impression, using our very own music beats to concoct emotions that drive writing and creativity, and on one corner of the wall, Sandra put up a sheet of paper, arranged up and down and side to side with empty sticky notes.
Above the sticky notes she taped a blue ribbon with the words: "What people say about how writing makes them feel." And when people began to pour in the room, we gave them glitter pens and they filled the sticky notes, telling us how writing makes an impact on them. How it makes them feel. In other words they were answering the question: Why do we write?
Like to many others, writing helps me voice my emotions and I write when I'm angry and it takes away my anger. I write when I'm sad and it helps me to cherish sadness.
Writing gives us a door to open ourselves up and be true to what we feel and believe. It gives us satisfaction, an escape from the harshness of life and healing. But that all comes in the package.
I guess above all, I write because of passion, love and addiction for it. Doing something I love so much is fulfilling and whether I'm paid to write or not, it won't change the fact that I just cannot stop writing.
It's not about the rewards or about fame or about the money or publicity or accolades, or the times we hit the bestsellers list. Writers don't write because of that. Most importantly, we write because that's what we do. It's what we can't live without.
It's not whether we are published or not, or the size of our audience that drives our writing spirit. True writing spirit is not external, it naturally and initially comes from within us.
Knowing this helps me know how deeply I love what I do. How I continue to love writing more day after day and how important it's become to me.
Douglas R, writer.
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Douglas R (@douglaswriter), is a writer and aspiring author who enjoys pizza, coconut and composing audio-poems. He blogs about the fullness and spirit of writing and the "heavier things" in Life. Visit his blog: famousmangoes.wordpress.com/ Check out his audio-poem collection: click here.
I write because I live in my head. I know it isn't normal and I know there are probably people out there thinking get a life, but I do. I grew up reading everything in sight. I used to ride my bike to the library every few days, max out the number of books we could check out, then repeat it a few days later (and really I'm just as bad now - just ask the librarians when I bring in nearly thirty books, yet they saw me checking some of them out just last week).
ReplyDeleteI write because I have an imagination so vivid, the real world seems dull by comparison. I write because my characters scream that their stories be told. I write because I'm a control freak and there's no greater control than creating a world all your own. I write because I wouldn't have it any other way.
Love this! I write for many reasons: because I love it, because it's therapeutic, because I have too many ideas floating around in my head that need to be released. But most of all, I do it because I NEED to. Can't live without it.
ReplyDeleteDanielle, that is truly deep. And I also live in my head a lot too. I have character whose lives I think about for years!
DeleteI admire your spirit.
Keep writing.
I can totally relate to that, Sue.
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